Yeah... I didn't mean to hurt you, though.

I just - hate this. I hate that I let myself get into it. I hate that I can't even blame you guys since I'm the one who broke up. And yeah, I hate that you guys are still together. Maybe I shouldn't, whatever.

*voice catches a little*

Just... it's not okay. I'm not okay. And I don't wanna tell you guys that you shouldn't because I want you to be happy but I can't say it's good because I hate it.