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Kon flew full speed for Cassie's place. He was worried. Cassie wanted to Talk. He didn't think he'd screwed up. He didn't want to screw up. Was she pissed about the Tim thing? He didn't know. And he hated that. He couldn't lose her.

He stopped just out of sight and caught his breath. Maybe it was something good. Yeah, right. He composed himself and tried to look somewhat less than frantic with worry. Wasn't sure how much he succeeded. Whatever.

He flew down and knocked on her window.

[46.1 This image.]

Ahahahahahahaha.

No, it's not very funny. Really. End joy. Man.

I'm pretty happy right now. I've got my beautiful girl, I've got a nice place down in Hawaii, both my best friends, and I'm even going to school next year. Sure, Honolulu Community College ain't exactly Ivy League, but it works.

But things don't stay good. Man. People die. I mean, I know it was a long time ago, but when Tana died, I...

It would kill me if that happened to Cassie. I know she can take care of herself, but things happen! What if she's too slow and doesn't deflect a bullet? What if something happens and I can't protect her? I can't lose her. I love her.

And I'm just being stupid because I know, again, that she's just as capable as me and again, I'm being dumb. Stupid Kon. She's saved me as many times as I've saved her. She can hold her own. I know. But goddammit, what if she can't? I died. And they've told me what happened to my friends after that and... I don't want that to happen again. I don't want to have to try to deal with it. I don't want to know if I'd handle it well. I don't want my joy to end.

Then there was Young Justice. So long ago. Man, we were all happy back then. And then... well, Donna and Lilith. And we stopped. And the Teen Titans weren't the same.

Man, I miss Slobo. Never thought I'd ever say that. He may have been a crazy little bastich, but he was our friend.

I dunno. Things could be worse. We're all alive, and that's good. Superman isn't even ignoring me as much as he used to. Even if that means he's making me do this stupid therapy thing. And I'm happy most of the time. But it won't last. It never does.

And Bart finished off the last of my peanut butter. Why'd I think letting him live with me was a good idea?

First few baby drabbles! At least one more will show up eventually.

( Cassie's baby. )

( Tim's (first) baby. )

( Cissie's baby. )

( Tim's (second) baby. )

( Picture meme! )

My girlfriend is the best ever. I love her. <3

((OOC: The Tim and Bart and Cassie referenced here are

deductionmaster and

nokidflash and

butimwondergirl, respectively. This being two Kons in different universes but only one journal thing could get confusing. OH WELL I CAN DO IT I AM JUST THAT AWESOME! Takes place after This.))

Fuck them. Both of them. Cassie and Tim could just... Kon didn't even know. He was just really, really angry. And what made it worse was that what Bart had told him made him think he shouldn't feel angry, so he felt guilty on top of the anger and that just made him feel sick to his stomach. He wanted to hit something, but there was absolutely no way that something could be Tim, which was sort of what he wanted to hit (don't think about the crack of Tim's bones when) he couldn't hit Tim when he was angry. So he just flew as fast as he could.

Bart was talking to Tim. Bart would call him. Kon was angry.

Fuck.

Kon veered away and flew full force down into a abandoned quarry he knew of in Smallville. The boom from his impact shook the earth and left a crater. He didn't feel a thing. His aura protected him as always. He punched the rocks again and again and again and he didn't feel it at all. He was still fucking pissed and it wasn't helping.

Cassie probably deserved Tim anyway. Tim was Robin, and kind of perfect at everything. Not like Kon. Kon was all rough edges and half-Luthor, plus Tim was smart and Kon just... wasn't. He didn't get Tim's jokes when he made them half the time and Cassie probably did. Tim and Cassie had probably been fucking great together and why was Kon even trying to live up to Tim. Sure, Kon was hot and strong, but that was about it. What was the joke? Like a lava lamp, pretty to look at but not very bright.

And Kon even knew as he was doing this that he was being dumb (as usual) and Cassie loved him and what Bart had said about it being over and not important was true too and he should just get the fuck over it.

He punched the wall of the quarry and the rocks cracked. Half of the CK+LL that Kal had burned into the rock so long ago cracked and slid off and Kon wondered if Kal would be mad. But he didn't care. He just kept hitting the rocks, crushing it into powder that just slid off his aura while his knuckles didn't even fucking bruise.

Maybe he could find Kryptonite. He could feel that, at least. But no, that was also stupid.

Kon's eyes glowed red and he burned the rest of the rocks he had knocked loose into ash. He still needed to talk to Tim. And Cassie. Whatever. He was being stupid.

He rubbed his entirely uninjured knuckles and took off again. Gotham was pretty near. If he listened hard enough, he thought he could make out Tim and Bart's voices. He could probably find them. Or he could wait until Bart called.

He needed to talk.

[Locked in a half-arsed way]

40.1 "The trouble with trouble is that it usually starts out like fun."

Oh, man, do I know how that is.

Just take a look at my freaking romantic history. Hell, look at all my history. "I know what would be a good idea! Let's go sign up with some idiot who says he'll be my agent! He's got a pretty daughter! No way he could owe millions of dollars in debt!" "Hey, let's run off with the sexy fury! No way she could be evil, she's so fucking hot and we've had sex!" "How about a threesome? It'll be fun! Like you'd regret having sex with Anita, even if Slobo is there." "Let's not tell anyone about my other genetic donor."

"Date the pretty blond boy. He's hot and a lot of fun. No way you'll fall in fucking love with him and he'll knock you out on your invulnerable ass."

Goddamn it. I should just never have fun. Maybe it'd help.

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22.4. How well do you get along with your family?

I don't have a family. Not really. I mean, let's see, I've got my two genetic donors. (Neither of them are are my dads, not at all. Dads don't brainwash, and they don't try to shunt you off on whoever will take you.) Aunt Martha's really nice and I guess she's almost like, well, an aunt, and it's nice, but I'm still the clone of her son. Kara's great, so I guess I've got one cousin I get along with.

I guess the people who I think are family aren't related to me by genes at all.

There's the Guardian and Dubbilex. They've always been there for me... still not really dads, maybe, but they cared about me, definitely. And Rex, who was like the sleazy uncle who only comes around to ask you for money. I think he cared about me at least a little, though. Maybe really, really deep down? And Roxy, of course, who's my sister. SO I guess I get along with them. Don't see them much.

Then there's the Titans/Young Justice people. My real family. And I get along with ~~almost~~ all of them. Tim and Bart, my best friends, who I trust with, like, everything. Hell, I like Bart enough to live with him, and considering how much he eats, he'd be totally screwed if I didn't like him. But it's great having him around and he gives the best hugs ever. Tim doesn't give the best hugs ever (no offense, dude, but you freeze up), but hey, I love him anyways. He's always there for me. And even if he's a creeper who totally reads the stuff I lock, I know he only invades my privacy because he cares. And there are my girls, Cissie, Greta, Anita, Traya... seriously, how do I know so many girls that I'm "just friends" with? Ladies, we need to have an orgy, stat. (Cissie, I'm kidding! Don't hurt me!) But anyways, I love 'em too. And Red Tornado and even Snapper and Ray. And Slobo, wherever he is. Big Lobo... not so much, but that's because he's freaking terrifying.

And Cassie...

Cass? If you're reading this, can we talk at some point? I miss you.

1. My boyfriend dumped me.
2. My girlfriend before him dumped me.
3. I'm not going to take anyone to Paris, looks like.
4. Bart, wanna have a party? You, me, and some really awesome action movies? It'll be more fun than Valentines day is anyways. All that stupid mushy stuff.

1. Make a list of habits.
-Waking up at sunrise.
-Talking to Bernard online.
-Fighting crime.
-Pestering Bart.

2. Make a list of obsessions.
-Bernard.
-My TTK.
-Sex.
-Hawaii.

3. Make a list of addictions.
-Giving out too much info about my sex life, especially to Cissie and Tim and Bart.
-Bernard.
-Food.

4. Make a list of hopes.
-Bernard and me can be happy together for a long time.
-I don't die again any time soon.
-Threesome with Toonie? (Bernard, I'm kidding...mostly.)
-New identity.
-College, maybe?
-Bart, Jaime, Tim, Cissie, and all my friends stay happy.

5. Make a list of disappointments.
~~-Cassie.~~
-Superman.
-The Titans
-Waking up in a grave.
-Steph disappearing.

People Kon Has Slept With
In chronological order:

1. Knockout. Several times. Before Kon figured out that she was a villain and Kay figured out she was a lesbian.

2. Sparx, once.

3. Sterling Roquette. Twice.

4. Slobo. Kon claims sex pollen was involved. This is a lie.

5. Anita. With Slobo.

6. Cass. Kon really hopes Batman doesn't know about that one. Really, really hopes.

7. Cassie. It was good. Kon doesn't want to talk about it besides that, so don't ask.

8. Lyle. He had a tendency to go invisible when he came.

9. Jenni. He felt really guilty later because he knew she was Bart's cousin and he worried that it had been partly because he missed Bart. Still, it was hot. Speedsters.

10. Bernard. He's Kon's boyfriend now, and they are embarrassingly adorable together.