Rebound time
Jun. 8th, 2009 12:43 amWritten for
sunday_reveries. Characters referenced without permission, but with much love! <3
"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable."
- C.S. Lewis
( He looked like crap. )
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"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable."
- C.S. Lewis
( He looked like crap. )
Broken Fairytale
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I asked you, once what it’s like to love, break, and die all in the same breath.
You said, "It's like walking with the silence in December while a million hearts explode within your chest, but you don’t care enough to feel it."
-Unknown
( I'm so sick of crying./This wound that never heals./Tell me 'bout this lightening,/My Love./Tell me you don't love me./Tell me I don't feel./We know it can't strike twice. )
sunday_reveries (SWS)
May. 15th, 2009 06:41 pmooc: Takes place Friday morning. Are we going to post Truth or Dare up anywhere? Anyway, muses used without permission, but with much love!
"The person you love and the person who loves you are never the same person."
-Chuck Palahniuk
( Cassie looks beautiful while sleeping. )
"The person you love and the person who loves you are never the same person."
-Chuck Palahniuk
( Cassie looks beautiful while sleeping. )
Voicemail! (SWS)
May. 9th, 2009 04:33 pmOn Cissie's phone:
"Hi, Cissie, it's Kon. Uh, you're probably really mad at me right now, which I can't really blame you for since I was acing like a total dick last night and I'm sorry. And I'm happy you and Bart are happy and I'll try not to get so stupid over jokes like that again. So yeah. Sorry. Uh, hope you and Cassie had fun shopping and stuff. Uh, bye."
On Bart's phone:
"Hey, Bart, it's me. I'm sorry about the things I said last night. I was just overreacting and I'm happy that you and Cissie are happy and I was just... I don't know. Stupid. So yeah. I'm sorry. Um, d'you think you could go make sure Tim's alright? I'm gonna call him and see if we and Cassie can talk, but I'm worried he's doing something stupid and I wanna give him space but I also wanna make sure he's okay? So, yeah. Uh, sorry again. See you later maybe? Bye."
On Tim's phone:
"Hey, it's me. I already told you I'm sorry, but, uh, I wanted to repeat it. Cause hurting you was definitely not what I was trying to do. Not sure what I was trying to do, but... heh." Silence. "Um. We should talk. You, me, and Cassie. You might need some time, I dunno, or not wanna see me or something, but we should do it soonish, you know? Um, that's it. Bye. Oh, and Tim? I love you. You know that, right? Yeah, um, bye."
On Cassie's phone:
"Hi, Cass. It's me. Um. I love you. I'm sorry I'm an asshole sometimes. I shouldn't have acted like I did. I didn't wanna hurt you, I'm glad Bart and Cissie are happy, and I think we should talk. Us and Tim, I mean. I really don't know what to do, Cass. I don't wanna hurt anyone. Okay, I gotta go. Uh, I love you, I hope you stop being mad, and have fun with Cissie. So... yeah. Bye. I love you."
"Hi, Cissie, it's Kon. Uh, you're probably really mad at me right now, which I can't really blame you for since I was acing like a total dick last night and I'm sorry. And I'm happy you and Bart are happy and I'll try not to get so stupid over jokes like that again. So yeah. Sorry. Uh, hope you and Cassie had fun shopping and stuff. Uh, bye."
On Bart's phone:
"Hey, Bart, it's me. I'm sorry about the things I said last night. I was just overreacting and I'm happy that you and Cissie are happy and I was just... I don't know. Stupid. So yeah. I'm sorry. Um, d'you think you could go make sure Tim's alright? I'm gonna call him and see if we and Cassie can talk, but I'm worried he's doing something stupid and I wanna give him space but I also wanna make sure he's okay? So, yeah. Uh, sorry again. See you later maybe? Bye."
On Tim's phone:
"Hey, it's me. I already told you I'm sorry, but, uh, I wanted to repeat it. Cause hurting you was definitely not what I was trying to do. Not sure what I was trying to do, but... heh." Silence. "Um. We should talk. You, me, and Cassie. You might need some time, I dunno, or not wanna see me or something, but we should do it soonish, you know? Um, that's it. Bye. Oh, and Tim? I love you. You know that, right? Yeah, um, bye."
On Cassie's phone:
"Hi, Cass. It's me. Um. I love you. I'm sorry I'm an asshole sometimes. I shouldn't have acted like I did. I didn't wanna hurt you, I'm glad Bart and Cissie are happy, and I think we should talk. Us and Tim, I mean. I really don't know what to do, Cass. I don't wanna hurt anyone. Okay, I gotta go. Uh, I love you, I hope you stop being mad, and have fun with Cissie. So... yeah. Bye. I love you."
sunday_reveries (SWS)
May. 9th, 2009 11:48 am[Characters referenced with love, if not permission.]
8. I know nothing more shattering than to love with all your heart, than not to be able however hard you try to break yourself of it.
-W. Somerset Maugham
"Conner?" there was a knock on the door.
Kon lay face down on his bed and groaned. "Go away, Aunt Martha."
There was a quiet pause, then Kon heard the key turn in the lock, and Martha walked in.
"I made you breakfast." Kon didn't need to look up to see it. He could smell it. Bacon, eggs, and toast. "When you didn't wake up early to do your chores I worried."
Kon considered just lying there until she went away, but the thought of food made him hungry, so he rolled over and sat up. "You don't have to worry about me." He slumped morosely and took the food from her. "Nothing can hurt me, remember?"
Martha frowned and sat down next to him on the bed. She gave him a quick, tight hut and let Kon eat his breakfast.
"Does it have to do with... your relationship?" she asked quietly when he'd finished eating.
"My... oh. Um, yeah." Kon moved the plate around on his lap awkwardly. They hadn't really discussed him dating two people, though he knew Martha knew. She'd just accepted it in her quiet way, the way she accepted so many other strange things, and didn't ask.
She took the plate and set it on the ground. Then she hugged him again. Kon hesitated for a moment, then hugged back.
"Do you... want to talk about it?" she asked hesitantly.
Kon almost said no, but then he realized he couldn't talk to anyone else. All his friends were mad at him since he'd been dumb enough to take Cissie's gushing happiness and make everything just kind of suck. Him and his issues.
"I don't know if it's working out."
"I see." Martha took one of his hands and held it between hers. "It's a... rather unusual sort of relationship. I can't say I have any experience to lend you. Do they ever work out?"
Kon shrugged. "Yeah, for some people. I dunno. I just..." he rubbed his eyes furiously. "I want everyone to be happy!"
"Oh, honey. You can't please everyone."
"I know." Kon looked down. "But this was making two people I love happy, and is that so wrong?"
Martha squeezed his hand. "Was it making you happy?"
Kon didn't know what to say. He wasn't unhappy, but he did miss how it had been when it was just him and Cassie. And the sex was nice, though he wasn't going to bring that up. Martha got all flustered whenever he did. And being able to make Tim stop thinking, to make him actually happy did make him happy.
"If you aren't happy, you should end it," Martha said.
And he'd thought about that. Considered saying enough is enough and making Cassie choose. Kon or Tim. She'd be angry at him, but he stillhoped thought she'd pick him. It would kill him if she picked Tim. Even though he didn't think Tim would accept that.
"I can't." He blinked his eyes rapidly to fight back tears. "It's just... I love Tim. I don't... I don't want him the same way I want Cassie, but I do love him. And if we break up with him, I don't know what he'll do, but it'll be really Batty and probably involve making himself miserable again. And I can't let that happen."
Martha hugged him again, tightly. "Sounds like a tough situation."
Kon hugged her back. "What do I do?"
Martha shook her head. "I can't solve this for you. Talk to Cassie and Tim." She squeezed his shoulder. "I know you'll work out the right thing. You're a good man, Conner. Remember that they love you, and that I love you too."
"I - yeah, thanks." Kon stood up slowly and walked out behind her. "Better get to those chores, huh?"
"Well, you're having a tough day - "
"I'm not gonna not do the stuff I need to just cause I'm having a lousy day."
She smiled softly. "I wasn't going to suggest it. But there's a patch of trees in the western field that need to be cleared. I hear pulling them out is very therapeutic, though I've only ever found it hard work."
Kon glanced at her and gave her a weak smile. "Oh. Yeah, thanks, Aunt Martha. I love you too, you know."
She nodded and smiled, and Kon flew away.
8. I know nothing more shattering than to love with all your heart, than not to be able however hard you try to break yourself of it.
-W. Somerset Maugham
"Conner?" there was a knock on the door.
Kon lay face down on his bed and groaned. "Go away, Aunt Martha."
There was a quiet pause, then Kon heard the key turn in the lock, and Martha walked in.
"I made you breakfast." Kon didn't need to look up to see it. He could smell it. Bacon, eggs, and toast. "When you didn't wake up early to do your chores I worried."
Kon considered just lying there until she went away, but the thought of food made him hungry, so he rolled over and sat up. "You don't have to worry about me." He slumped morosely and took the food from her. "Nothing can hurt me, remember?"
Martha frowned and sat down next to him on the bed. She gave him a quick, tight hut and let Kon eat his breakfast.
"Does it have to do with... your relationship?" she asked quietly when he'd finished eating.
"My... oh. Um, yeah." Kon moved the plate around on his lap awkwardly. They hadn't really discussed him dating two people, though he knew Martha knew. She'd just accepted it in her quiet way, the way she accepted so many other strange things, and didn't ask.
She took the plate and set it on the ground. Then she hugged him again. Kon hesitated for a moment, then hugged back.
"Do you... want to talk about it?" she asked hesitantly.
Kon almost said no, but then he realized he couldn't talk to anyone else. All his friends were mad at him since he'd been dumb enough to take Cissie's gushing happiness and make everything just kind of suck. Him and his issues.
"I don't know if it's working out."
"I see." Martha took one of his hands and held it between hers. "It's a... rather unusual sort of relationship. I can't say I have any experience to lend you. Do they ever work out?"
Kon shrugged. "Yeah, for some people. I dunno. I just..." he rubbed his eyes furiously. "I want everyone to be happy!"
"Oh, honey. You can't please everyone."
"I know." Kon looked down. "But this was making two people I love happy, and is that so wrong?"
Martha squeezed his hand. "Was it making you happy?"
Kon didn't know what to say. He wasn't unhappy, but he did miss how it had been when it was just him and Cassie. And the sex was nice, though he wasn't going to bring that up. Martha got all flustered whenever he did. And being able to make Tim stop thinking, to make him actually happy did make him happy.
"If you aren't happy, you should end it," Martha said.
And he'd thought about that. Considered saying enough is enough and making Cassie choose. Kon or Tim. She'd be angry at him, but he still
"I can't." He blinked his eyes rapidly to fight back tears. "It's just... I love Tim. I don't... I don't want him the same way I want Cassie, but I do love him. And if we break up with him, I don't know what he'll do, but it'll be really Batty and probably involve making himself miserable again. And I can't let that happen."
Martha hugged him again, tightly. "Sounds like a tough situation."
Kon hugged her back. "What do I do?"
Martha shook her head. "I can't solve this for you. Talk to Cassie and Tim." She squeezed his shoulder. "I know you'll work out the right thing. You're a good man, Conner. Remember that they love you, and that I love you too."
"I - yeah, thanks." Kon stood up slowly and walked out behind her. "Better get to those chores, huh?"
"Well, you're having a tough day - "
"I'm not gonna not do the stuff I need to just cause I'm having a lousy day."
She smiled softly. "I wasn't going to suggest it. But there's a patch of trees in the western field that need to be cleared. I hear pulling them out is very therapeutic, though I've only ever found it hard work."
Kon glanced at her and gave her a weak smile. "Oh. Yeah, thanks, Aunt Martha. I love you too, you know."
She nodded and smiled, and Kon flew away.
You Are Romantic Sexy |
![]() You are sexy because you are very attached to your partner. You are incredibly loyal. Once you fall in love, you aren't attracted to anyone else. You only have eyes for your sweetheart. You have so much sensuality and fire for your partner. You can be a bit overwhelming at times. You find being deeply in love to be the sexiest thing in the world. Your passion is undying. As long as your partner shares your passion, you find it easy to sustain a monogamous relationship. And within the confines of a stable relationship, you're willing to do a lot to keep that passion alive. |
I wanna go home. I miss everyone. And sex. I really miss sex.
Sexy underwear?
Apr. 30th, 2009 11:05 pmKon flew towards Cassie's apartment, worrying about Tim. If Tim could read his thoughts he'd make some comment about worrying being his job, not Kon's, but someone had to worry about Tim. And that seemed to fall squarely on Tim's shoulders. Cassie's too. And Bart's. Okay, a lot of people worried about Tim. Kon wasn't sure if that was better or worse.
He was still worrying as he rounded on Cassie's apartment and flew to the window.
He was still worrying as he rounded on Cassie's apartment and flew to the window.
Stolen from Bart
Apr. 21st, 2009 08:30 pmYou Are a Fork |
![]() You are truthful, direct, and straight forward. People find your honesty to be a bit piercing at times. You are driven and wildly ambitious. You know what you want, and you take the most direct path to getting it. |
...works? Cassie and Tim, we gotta talk. Where should we meet?
((Cassie and Tim are
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